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Duch Dillinger

 

Duch Dillinger is a rapper/singer/songwriter based out of Toronto, Canada. Best known for her "Dilly Bars", she's "one part Monroe and two parts Manson" as she combines raw sex appeal with big lyrics and stage presence. A favourite of Toronto concert goers, she has opened for artists such as Little Debbie, Joe Budden, Tech N9ne and more. Duch has recently released her newest EP “TINT” to follow up her 2017 project “Novocaine”

 
 
 
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Novocaine

by Duch Dillinger
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NOTICE

Been quiet, too quiet now

Rappers got their bars on a diet now

Gotta tell my backpack to keep it down

Trolls wanna riot now, control em like a choir now

Ah ah ah ah ah ah trying to finesse

When you’re average at your best

And your average is a mess

I contest no competition

I got deadlines and decisions

I got practice and precision

I got victims in my vision now

Fuck it, I came to destroy

Point out the people who told you whatever

Each thing I spit get a mouthful of pepper

Ready and waiting and willing whenever

Eggshells all under my Jordans, egos all under my heels

Fuck you forever, you made me a monster, and all of the better to make you a meal

C’est la vie, c’est la savage, Im a savage, fuck it I’m feeling fantastic

Don’t give a damn bout the act or the actress

She can act out everything but the action

Trying to get it, you get it, get taxed

Trying to get it without any grants

Shoutout to Scarborough I stomp on my land

I’m a slap in the face with my hood in my hand

I was never playing at all

That’s why they never gave me the ball

But they know it, So they notice

Bitch Ima be outliving em all

It’s written right there on the wall

And they know it, So they notice

Ah ah ah ah ah they’ll be no further questions

No further interjections not financially invested

You can’t, can’t get my time with residuals not collected

I am bigger than denial, even if its a collective

Give a fuck if I’m respected fam, see how you respect shit fam

Loyalty so foreign, you do not know what respect is fam

The aforementioned fam, meet you in my mentions fam

Prevention so so hopeless, you blocked him and left me open fam

Fuck it, I came to deliver, theres nothing left for you fucks to consider

Chip on a shoulder could never be bigger

Adversity arsenal never been richer

Loss is a weapon of choice for a winner

Feature my flexing inside of your figures

Finger been itching for years on the trigger

When I get up in there I’m not gonna miss ya

Bhup bhup bhup bhup all you big dogs look like pup pups

I aint worried I just puff puff, out it

Ya’ll just losers with new outfits

Sauce, drippin, bitches drownin’

You aint louder, gotta ‘low it

Nothing but time, spend every minute of it on my grind

You know where to find me

I was never playing at all

That’s why they never gave me the ball

But they know it, So they notice

HANDGUN

All I got’s a dollar and a dream

And a handgun

Young Lords, young reverends

I’m in Hell again, friends with my medicine

Strechin’ it, menacing, bottom of the tenement

I dont give a fucking fuck but thank you for your sentiments

Razor sharp, bars that tear your face apart, swear its art

Bang the harp, cut the strings, higher than some angel wings

Simple things, married to the mob without a wedding ring

Devil knock and I let him in, Im sick as fuck of the meddling

Cut the strings and I pull the thread, half asleep but I’m fully dead

Now let me at ‘em, Wednesday Addams, going harder than I ever been

I’m fuckin’ smarter than I ever been

Do it better than I ever did

Wanna know where the weapon is?

Now that you mention it

Brrrrrr, bullet x 4

Hand gun, hand gun

My thumb and my finger

Pull it

All I got’s a dollar and a dream

And a handgun

In the wilderness, probably with a wildebeest

Ima smoke up all the weed, out of this world in an Odyssey

No polish no apology, name a broad go hard as me

Point her out, stuff it in her mouth, now she can’t even talk to me

These suits wanna talk for me, these dudes swing their cocks for me

Pardon me, you gassed up bitches can’t even get a fart from me

Gawkin’ me, like you oughta be, I’m acting out, they recording me

I get some hate, and I get some love, and I’m getting back accordingly

Don’t want your man he corny, B

Tryin’ to stick that fork in me

I ain’t done, raw as fuck, act like you aint order me

Do that damn report on me, spell my name without the T

Turn that bullshit into gold, motherfuckin’ alchemy

Savage hoe, you don’t speak that language tho

Told ‘em I was poison, now they posing like the antidote

Try me though

Psycho yo, I’m a basketcase

Trippin’ off of that acid rain

I deadly vipe assass-em ask ‘em

Make your asses all ascertain

Strip your polish off, acetone

Chattin’ cash or dont pass the phone

Fucking savage, fuck a salad

Had to let me up in my zone

Had to tell me I couldn’t flex, now flexion’ all that I do

You had to act like I aint a threat, now flesh is all that I chew

Pull it

LOVE YOU IF

I love you when you listen to me blindly

I love the way you stand when it’s behind me

I love it when the pieces fit so nicely

I hate the way you look when you been crying

I hate you when you working on your off days

And how you always gotta learn the hard way

I hate the way you do it on your own time

And how it never coincide with what I had in mind

Yo I hate it when you talk about depression

And other shit you’re not supposed to mention

But less than I hate it when you don’t say shit

‘Cuz I can’t argue with you when you sit and think

Yo I love that you live, but I hate that you breathing’

I love you, I hate you, for the same reason

I hope that you win, but I picture you failing

Picture improves I could picture me saying

I love you

I love you

I love you if

I love you

I love you when

I love you

I love you but

I love you

I love you if

I love the way you look without the makeup

And how you like to hold me when you wake up

I love the way you’re quiet when you dress up

And how your lipstick look when you don’t say stuff

I hate you when you swear, or you care too much

I hate you when you’re so damn serious

And how you make me feel like I don’t go hard

I hate the things you say when you drop your guard

Yo I love the way you running when I chase you

I hate how you don’t stumble when I shake you

I hate the way you suffer in your silence

I love you when theres fire in your eyelids

I love you if you love me and you let me know

I hate you cuz you loved me and you let me go

I love all of you except a part or two

And I’d love you forever if you just aren’t you

PARANOID

It’s getting hard to explain why I’m crying

Used to be stars up in my eyelids

Now they’re lying on the floor by my feet

Getting closer to the cake but it’s not smelling as sweet

Wanna go back

Back when proving ‘em wrong was what mattered

Pissed off that they can’t see talent

So I hustled ’til they did it, show muscle ’til they listened

Whys it feel like somethings missing, now I’m so close to my vision

Not a kid no more, can’t kid no more

They hate me ‘cuz I’m not on they dick no more

And I’m feeling like I don’t give a shit no more

I wish I did

‘Cuz all that grinding

And this is it

My chance to fly, spread my wings

Sun came out, and I caught the wind, and its time to jump

And I’m scared as shit

I raise my voice

Fill my voids

Cuz Im so fucking paranoid

Im so fucking paranoid

Im so fucking paranoid

I feel this force taking over and over me

Do what I can to stay lifted

Ill just..

aise my voice

Fill my voids

Cuz Im so fucking paranoid

Im so fucking paranoid

Im so fucking paranoid

All I ever wanted, sabotaging myself

I hear myself explaining it to somebody else

And I wanna grab myself, slap myself, stand me up, and rise above

I wanna shake myself, can’t take myself, don’t hate myself, but where’s the love?

I ate clean all year, where’s my drugs?

I’ll tell you when I smoke enough

A thousand rounds, a thousand miles

20 devils, with 40 smiles

100 swords, 1000 men

1 young me, 1 mic, 1 pen

Fuck out my face, I need my zen

Should see this shit I’m tackling

Whole damn life need aspirin, wake up how am I gonna last again?

Just grasping at a gasp of air I wish that I could swallow

Keep afloat today and maybe I’ll make waves tomorrow

Ain’t worried ‘bout those bitches see they pussy like a porno

Have you ever been afraid of everything that you wanted?

Not that you’re weak, but that you might be the strongest?

And nobody gets you, but you hate isolation?

And you could be the greatest, but you’re so scared of your greatness?

And the artist inside you just hate it, feeling so fucking degraded

Waited for this for so long, how dare you see chance and not take it?

Fuck you, you’re jumping, you’re jumping, you’re jumping like yo

Summon that shit from your soul, can’t fly if you never let go

NOVOCAINE

Somethings come over me lately, I’m ravenous

If they wanna sleep make ‘em shit they pyjamas

I came to work with a dream and a hammer

I can back up every mouthful of chatter

I came to see a full house like a tanner

I came to kill every snake on my ladder

like rat-tat-tat-tat, none of em breathing

Like just closing my eyes, and just open the season

like brrrr, they know the reason

They know that muscle is following weakness

They know that justice is following treason

I’m ready for war ‘cuz I swear through the peace

Can’t fuck with my drive, you ain’t touching my keys

So fucking high aint no floor on my feet

Find me another like I on the beat

I’m like fuck a retreat, fuck a surrender

Heart in the street, soul in a blender

Clawing the face of complacent contenders

Kick in this door in my lace and my leather

Beretta

Dead from medication but I think you killed the pain

Everything’s so different but thank God that’s not the same

Watching you go crazy tryna prove that I’m insane

Novocaine

Novocaine

Theres no way you’re not gonna feel this

Scratch out what the stars have wrote

Numb your heart and throat

Cope until you overdose

Swallow it and hope I choke

Coma over being woke

Hatred is your only hope

Scratch out what the stars have wrote

Numb your heart and throat

Cope until you overdose

Theres no way you’re not gonna feel this

Im thunderin’, rumblin’, jump out the jungle-n’

I came to fight put a mic to your mumbling

Light to your shade throw, watching you break slow

Water to rock if you rocking or not

You dont fuckin’ get it, you’ll never get rid of me

Fuck shit you’re bred on will never get into me

Dancing with devils to angels that sing to me

Bitch I’m on fire, I’m lit up, like literally

Get at me BRRR , you made me a monster now look at me

BRRR I said LOOK AT ME BRRR!

Tasers and bats for these wanksters and brats that can’t feasibly see where I’m lyrically at

These herbs in Hermes wanna tell me that’s bad

These custies all dusty from running these laps on ‘em

Lost every shred of respect that I had for em

I wanted peace now I’ll leave ‘em in pieces

Tried to break bread now I’d serve ‘em my feces

The crown of my head to the sole of my sneakers

The front of my skull to the back of my femur

You fuck me again and I’ll show you a screamer

You ice me again and I’ll show you a heater

You park in my lane and I’ll show you a meter

You show me the beef and I’ll show you a clever

You try a takeover I’ll show you an Ether

Slam the receiver, I don’t wanna hear it

My pinky toe gets in I’m not fuckin’ leaving’

You’re not fucking hearing me I better raise it up

I am not them so stop fucking comparing us

007 my pen is a weapon, glide straight outta Hell and get higher than Heaven

You wanted blood take a look at me bleed for you

You aint that loyal? The fuck do I need from you?

Theres no way you’re not gonna feel this. 

ANNIE OAKLEY

The winds of the west side heard of me

Roll clean, smoke so dirtily

Flow pristine, on the beat I’m in surgery

Dog I’m a boss, you can’t cut me off, gotta murder me

Fuck what you heard of me, probably true

I belong in a zoo

Green bud in the blunt, gold NUG in the booth

Make a bitch jump off like she locked on the roof

On 2, I could moon walk on the moon

Popular dude, got the Pac attitude 

Got the pussy so wet that the cock gotta prune

Man dem a swoon, licking the spoon that I fed ‘em

Lady Venom on my blocka, shotta

Big broads sing the opera

When I switch the octave, 8 blunt, octa

on some… I can’t even see your roster

Off them, disregarding that

So fuck hands, show me where your army at

Show cardiac unitl my heart attack

To Mars and back, any hoe I garden that

Yo I throw her on my plate and probably garnish that

So fuck a fake baller, where my goners at?

Where my haters? Where my partners at?

This is what I brought - so who want part of that?

Holler back, you wanna see my arm at bat

I’m armed for that, machete and a zombie mask

I body that, body bag, body cast sawed in half

Feel me from your jaw to calf

You can’t recant me, shooting on my Oakland Annie

Annie Oakley, Annie Instagram an O-Z

Annie Any Fresher And I’d Still Be Soapy

Annie Get Your Gunners…and a fucking rosary

COTTONMOUTH QUEEN

Its Duch D-I-L-L-I-N-G-E-Rrrrrrrr

AKA all those threats is to me just a verb

Do up a duwop, its do not disturb hoe

Fuck your opinion, I do not concur hoe

Winter white on a winter night

Dodging death while I’m winning life

And I’m on my anti-socialite like

Fuck ya’ll dont ruin my night

Dilly go dumb till they can’t read or write

Dilly pour up till they can’t see the Sprite

No sparking if you not rolling

No talking if you not knowing

Told em

Blunted, leanin

Cottonmouth Queen’n

High enough to leave my footprints on your ceiling

And I’m faded…I’m faded baby

Cottonmouth

Said I’m faded…I’m faded baby

Cottonmouth Queen’n

I’m here, tell the bar

I own the night, tell the stars

Small thang on extra large

Whole outfit on extra dark

Whole squad go extra hard

Sparking the art at Victoria Park

In the middle of a blizzard, one hand, in the dark

Whattap to Fat Nik, and MnL

Hop up in the hotbox and they all smoke drugs

I’m just somewhere up in Scarborough where they all know plugs

And I’m up in front like fuck is up?

Drunk as UGHH, with my knuckles up

Cant sit still so I’m running up

And I aint shit still…..BUT IM COMIN UPPPP!

Blunted, leanin

Cottonmouth Queen’n

High enough to leave my footprints on your ceiling

And I’m faded…I’m faded baby

Cottonmouth

Said I’m faded…I’m faded baby

Cottonmouth Queen’n

Blow an O in a non-smoke Mariott

And I throw a pedal down like ‘He love me not’

Ima blow and they know but they trust me not

Like fucking watch, like suck my twat

Put em in the dirt, let em fucking rot

We could Van Gogh, cut your ear right off

Ray Charles to the haters, like Beethoven to the bullshit

Blunted, leanin

Cottonmouth Queen’n

High enough to leave my footprints on your ceiling

And I’m faded…I’m faded baby

Cottonmouth

Said I’m faded…I’m faded baby

Cottonmouth Queen’n

I’M DOROTHY

They wanna smoke me

They don’t even know me

I’m Dorothy, I’m Dorothy

They wanna smoke me

They don’t even know me

I’m Dorothy

Dorothy with the O-Z

Origami, that Afghani Wonder baby

Strike Apollo thunder, Polar Light up in the summer 

Sunset in the cup, face in the blunt

Head in the clouds, game by the pound, green by the ounce

Once I’m up, no I aint coming down

Never been the type to wanna stay on the ground

All these things I never dreamed of got my name on em now

Haters that were sleeping ya’ll can wait on me now

Told em, hold up, hold up they dont even know me

5’5 and I’m higher than Naomi

Got that tin man with me oh-so-stush

Like these Rubies on my foot

This swag could make a rockstar look

Whole band of that Rockstar Kush

They wanna smoke me

They don’t even know me

I’m Dorothy, I’m Dorothy

They wanna smoke me

They don’t even know me

I’m Dorothy

Dorothy with the O-Z

O-Z O-Z Dorothy with the O-Z

O-Z O-Z Dorothy with the O-Z

They wanna smoke me

They dont even know me

I’m Dorothy, Dorothy with the O-Z

Sun glare glow as my brain go oh

Somewhere over the rainbow

UGLY

Not over under the belt, and not passed fabrication

I think we finally hit 12, I think my pumpkin waiting

Finally lost my patience, I don’t want any changes

Hate is just love, I’m working on indifference

He’s so offensive, and quick to get offended

And he GON bite it off, no matter where my head is

No matter where I’m headed, head the opposite direction

I’m sorry that your heart’s not the size of your pretention

You’re so fucking smart? You taught me my lesson

You’re some kind of God? Here go my confession

My stressing and heartache its done

Measured it twice and cut once

I gave you all of my love

Damn it, I dont wanna give up

But

I’m looking for the love that I felt

Its like I’m looking at somebody else

And all the beauty that you had fades away

Till I can’t even look at your face

You’re ugly

You’re ugly

Used to be exquisite

Radiating from your spirit 

I can’t see it now

Where is it?

You’re ugly

All that shit you were talking, I aint believe it when I saw it

Aint believe you really thought it, dog you tore my heart apart

And yo I wanted to kill you, part of me still do

But what I wouldn’t give to kiss the lips of the real you

I never knew the last time was the last time

Blindsided by the back of your damn mind

And that’s why I always told you not to promise

I showed you all my soft spots, you put your finger on ‘em

And I, I felt the pressure and I fell to the floor

I didn’t wanna fight you might not love me no more

But I knew if I didn’t then you’d only love our image

And it’s fucking ridiculous I think of you evert minute

No like its actually sickening, no like its actually prison

I’m feeling like a piece of me is actually missing

But like you’re actually dissing, no like you’re actually different

I wanna run to you, but I’m actively sitting

’m looking for the love that I felt

Its like I’m looking at somebody else

And all the beauty that you had fades away

Till I can’t even look at your face

I’m looking for the love that I felt

Its like I’m looking at somebody else

And all the beauty that you had fades away

Till I can’t even look at your face

You’re ugly

You’re ugly

Used to be exquisite

Radiating from your spirit 

I can’t see it now

Where is it?

You’re ugly

You’re ugly

ASKING TOO MUCH

All I ever wanted was a million fucking bucks

And a man that doesnt holler at a million fucking sluts

I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much

I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much

All I ever wanted was a jar of weed

That didn’t have a bottom, or a stem or seed

People say they love me really did for me

And didn’t secretly wanna see me bleed

All I ever wanted was to make it

No…all I ever wanted was to make shit

Half naked and almost famous got me

Half wasted and almost painless

All I ever wanted was a home of my own 

All I ever wanted was a whip and the road

Ally Capone, all on my lonesome

See the stars after I know some

All I ever wanted was to prove em wrong

Tell em get fucked, move the fuck along

All I ever wanted was you when you were the you that I used to knew

All I wanna do is see my dreams come true and

See the wold through my point of view and

See the view from the podium

Get high, leave em high in sodium

All I ever wanted was to see us win

All I ever needed was a BPM

And a pen and a mic and a vicaden

My heart, and a book I could write it in 

All I ever wanted was a million fucking bucks

And a man that doesnt holler at a million fucking sluts

I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much

I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much

I don’t wanna be that girl

I wanna be THAT girl, told em

I dont wanna be that girl

I wanna be THAT girl, I told em

I don’t wanna be that girl

I wanna be THAT girl

I dont know

Maybe I’m asking too much

All I ever wanted was a life, a back with no knives, to love without fright

Yo, all I ever wanted was to fight the world and make it better

Be, no type of girl what-so-ever

All I ever wanted was a pill, to be real, not push em away when I feel that they close

And to know that I’m someone that did something

I wanna know I did the right thing

Wanna have it all, not to have it all

To show myself when you hit and you fall and you get up

Chase your dreams when you fed up

When I wanna die keep my head up

Grind

Know I can find, stars can align

All I ever wanted was a moment in time

All I ever wanted was to know I could fly

No all I ever wanted was to know I’m alive

So I’m

I’m out here doing my thing

Call me a princess but one day I could be king

Obstacles in my optics so I just pray for some wings

I dont know, it’s like yo

All I ever wanted was a couple of things

All I ever wanted was a million fucking bucks

And a man that doesnt holler at a million fucking sluts

I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much

I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much

I don’t wanna be that girl

I wanna be THAT girl, told em

I dont wanna be that girl

I wanna be THAT girl, I told em

I don’t wanna be that girl

I wanna be THAT girl

I dont know

Maybe I’m asking too much

All I ever wanted was a million fucking bucks

And a man that doesnt holler at a million fucking sluts

I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much

I don’t know, maybe I’m asking too much

AFTER PARTY

To be honest, I knew I’d be a problem in that dress

I was probably starving for a mess

Lipstick on the roach, throw it in the ashtray

Calling trouble by his damn name

I could tell by the look, he’s doing it by the book

Sliding up beside me like “You dangerous as you look?

You drink Patron? You here alone?”

I’m like nah, I came with the squad but I don’t know where they’ve gone

And he’s like “Cool girl. Come to my booth girl.

And if I’m playin’ then I’ll let you make the rules girl

Do you like Prada? You ever seen Nevada?

And your last boyfriend, how long could he stay hard for?"

Do you like co-cocaine?

Do you like co-cocaine?

Cuz we could party

After the party

Do you like drugs?

I got ‘em on me

Do you like co-coaine?

Do you pop Molly?

Do you smoke that green?

‘Cuz we could party

We could party

After the party

Do you like drugs?

“You know I want you, I think you’re royal

I’ll eat that pussy ’til you roll into a coma”

I kinda want to, to be a hundo

But I know we fuckin’ if I end up at your condo, ah lie?

He looked me right in my eyes 

Sucked the life right outta my conscious

Rubbed his fingers on my broken heart

And said it makes me gorgeous

I just wanna explore him, I just wanna forget shit

He just wanna be the one that I could start to forget with

Trapped in the west and there’s no way out

Fed me a pill and kissed it down

He bit my lip, it didn’t hurt

I tried to speak, it didn’t work

But I’m tired of talking, I’m tired of thinkin’

Up on his lap and it started to kick in

Started to roll and I started to kiss him

And I can feel it all in my system

Co-cocaine on the table

Face in my navel

Ass on the window

Oh, God

He make my blood go, he make me feel dope

He said I think that I could love you then he grabbed my throat

He wanna know

Do you like co-cocaine?

Do you like co-cocaine?

Cuz we could party

After the party

Do you like drugs?

I got ‘em on me

Do you like co-coaine?

Do you pop Molly?

Do you smoke that green?

‘Cuz we could party

We could party

After the party

Do you like drugs?